I Owe Love an Apology

Updated: Sep 4, 2020



I owe love an apology

because when I felt my heart breaking for the second time

i screamed into the wind

I HATE HER< I HATE HER< I HATE HER

But that was a lie

I loved her so much

I forced myself to become blind to the lessons she'd already once taught me

I gripped tighter when she told me to let go

I cried harder when she kissed my tears

I crumbled under a weight she assured me I didn't have to carry

And for that, I'm sorry

An apology that may only be short lived

Because for her presence I may falter again

But each time I stumble or fall, she places a mirror not far from my view

Reflecting my image back to me

Because love

Well, love she lives first and foremost within me